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I did not know how to express interest, how to interest, the very idea to show that you like someone, to somehow start looking after me seemed absurd, strange, humiliating.
What if they refuse me? Of course, I only thought about how humiliating it is.
What if he agrees? What will I do then? After all, I have no money to treat a girl, even ice cream.

It seemed to me that you can take care only if you have money.
Therefore, I firmly decided for myself: in order not to get into a stupid situation, where it hurts, bitterly and sadly, I will avoid any kind of relationship.
And the girls meanwhile fell in love with me.
I always joked so that everyone in the class went to the desks. shakirababy webcam
Without vulgarity, bright, sharp, in the context of the subject under discussion.
The teachers also laughed with pleasure.
I was not an excellent student, but everyone considered me the smartest.
Everyone somehow understood that I was not an excellent pupil, because I was a little lazy.
Everyone saw that the excellent student simply forgot the subject and forgot, but I understood and in a month creatively applied knowledge.
I liked such a state of siege, when the girls make eyes, and the teachers forgive everything.
I was a favorite of those and others.
From this, my ChSV constantly grew, but in my heart I remained a very vulnerable and lonely teenager, prone to self-flagellation, self-reflection, self-satisfaction.
In addition, mostly ugly girls fell in love with me.
When Anechka suddenly began to show interest in me, asking me to check my homework, explain the task, translate the word, I was even somehow upset at first. skinny milf webcam